The beauty

it is so beautiful
but beautuy wont last long
the thoughts and the thorns
thorns stay
but not the beauty
it is fallen
the thoughts stay
the thorns in the heart
it is pianful
and its bleeding
memories are painful
pian is sweet but not always
its growing, its breaking
the pain of love
but all the pain is not sweet
just forget it
but how when it stays
its growing
covering every inch
it is painful
the pain of love
its bleeding
every moment
memories are bad
bad memories
they were good
but the beauty has thorns
it is fallen
but the thorns stay
it is covering the heart
it is bleeding
every moment
it was sweet
but just momentary
never pluck a folwer
stay away
just stay away from thorns
and thoughts and pain

darkness

The clouds and clouds

what I see when I look ahead

its just stopping my view

and where is the sun?

no its an eclipse

just an eclipse

it will come and it will go

you will see the sun again

but I am not seeing the light

is it night? it is not

then where the sun is

is it eclipse. such a long eclipse

why eclipses, why moon. why blocking my view

its life, just life

I learned not to see the sun when there is an eclipse

but why the clouds

why it is so darkit is dark but it is not night

in the night you can wait for morning

but if it is not night

how can I wait for the light

the light which goes away

the darkness stays everywhere

light needs energy

but darkness is cold too cold

just enough to freeze my blood

then the memories will stop

when the memories stop

you will forget what was in the light

and the eclipse will be forgotten

you will stay in the dark

just learned to stay in the dark

darkness give you pleassure

more than what you wish

that is the power